Carry Me Lila - Part 13

“Okay, kiddo,” she said in their shared mind, “Let’s do this.”

Jeremy nodded nervously as they were led to their table. Mark was already sitting there, his eyes lighting up when he saw Lila walk in.

“Hey Lila,” he said with a smile as he stood up to greet her, “You look stunning.”

“Thank you,” Jeremy replied with an awkward smile.

As they sat down, Jeremy felt a rush of nerves. He was Lila, yet he was still Jeremy—an adolescent boy in this grown woman's life, and the outrageous thrill of it all left him giddy.

“So, how was your day?” Mark asked, leaning forward with genuine interest.

“Oh, you know,” Jeremy said, channeling Lila’s typical casualness, “Just the usual art stuff—trying to capture inspiration wherever I can.”

He felt Lila’s thoughts nudging him gently to keep it light.

Jeremy took a sip of the wine, savoring the unfamiliar taste that was both rich and slightly bitter. He’d never even had wine before.

“It’s good,” he said, forcing a smile as he glanced at Mark, who was watching him intently, “Really good.”

“Glad you like it!” Mark replied, leaning back in his chair, a satisfied grin on his face, "I hope you’re ready for some amazing food. This place has the best pasta in town."

Jeremy realized he hadn’t eaten food in well over a decade. He felt a mix of excitement and nervousness at the thought of indulging in such normalcy again.

As the night went on, Jeremy found himself getting more and more comfortable playing the role of Lila. He laughed at Mark’s jokes, flirted back when he subtly complimented her, and even let him touch her hand during their conversation.

“Did you see that?” Lila’s voice echoed in his head, “He’s checking out my cleavage.”

“Yeah, I noticed,” Jeremy said, feeling a mix of embarrassment and exhilaration, “It’s kind of wild to think he’s interested in me in that way… I mean, you.”

“So… Jeremy,” Lila’s voice hesitated, “Weird question, but do you want to try to have sex with him tonight ...after dinner?”

“Oh god. That’s crazy. I mean, like girls. I’ve never done anything like that before. I’m still just a kid, even if I’m in your body. I don’t know how to do that! I’ve never—”

He had never even had sex before as a guy. He’d only ever masturbated to fantasies of girls in his class.

"Hey, hey. That’s okay," Lila reassured gently, her voice calming within his mind, "You don’t have to do anything you’re uncomfortable with. But if you want to experience what it feels like to be intimate with someone as me, I'm here to guide you through it."

Jeremy took a deep breath, his heart racing at the thought of intimacy.

Mark glanced at him, a questioning smile on his lips, "You alright? You seem a bit distracted."

“Just… thinking,” Jeremy replied, trying to keep his demeanor relaxed despite the rush of emotions swirling inside him.

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