Carry Me Lila - Part 5

Lila directed Jeremy to open a drawer.

"What's this?" Jeremy asked, his brows furrowing in confusion as he held the dildo up to eye level.

Lila's laughter echoed in his mind, light and teasing, "This, my dear ghostly friend, is a tool of self-exploration. It's important for women to understand their bodies and what feels good. And now that you're in my body… well, it’s a perfect time to learn!"

Jeremy flushed with embarrassment,"You want me to… use this? While I'm in your body?"

"Why not? It’s part of the experience!"

Jeremy hesitated, the blush creeping deeper into his cheeks as a mix of curiosity and apprehension twisted in his stomach. "I— I don’t know if I can," he stammered, glancing back at Lila's reflection in the mirror. The woman looking back at him was undeniably striking, yet the thought of delving into such personal exploration felt both exhilarating and terrifying.

“Trust me,” Lila encouraged gently, her voice soothing within his mind, “You’re already on this journey of discovering what it means to be me. This is just another step.”

He took a deep breath, feeling the warmth of the sundress against his skin—a reminder of the femininity he was beginning to embrace, “Okay, let’s do it.”

“First, let’s find a comfortable spot,” Lila suggested playfully.

She guided Jeremy toward the plush rug in the corner of the room that caught the soft afternoon light streaming through the window.

"Now, take your time," Lila advised, her tone calm and encouraging, "Start by getting to know your new body a little better. It’s all about discovering what feels good for you."

With tentative fingers, Jeremy began to explore Lila’s curves again, tracing along her arms, down her waist, and across her thighs. Each touch sent ripples of warmth through him, reminding him that he was indeed living within this beautiful form.

“Okay,” he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper, “What next?”

“Now, hold the dildo in your hand,” Lila instructed gently, “Just feel its weight. Get comfortable with it.”

With hesitant determination, Jeremy brought the dildo closer, letting it rest against the soft skin of Lila’s thighs before trailing it further in towards himself.

“Now push it inside.”

With a deep breath, Jeremy did as Lila instructed, slowly guiding the dildo into himself.

“Deeper, Jeremy,” Lila coaxed softly, her voice a soothing balm in the depths of his mind, “Just breathe and let yourself feel. Feel free to explore more. You’re discovering what makes you feel good as a woman.”

Jeremy’s free hand moved up to her breast and squeezed.

“Mmm,” Lila moaned approvingly, “That’s it. Explore your body fully.”

“Oh wow…” he gasped, the reality of what he was doing sinking in, “This feels amazing.”

“See? It feels good to take ownership of this,” Lila said softly, her voice weaving through the haze of sensation and guiding him, “You’re not just a ghost anymore; you’re experiencing everything as I do now.”

Jeremy’s eyes shot open as he looked down at his body, still wrapped in Lila’s sundress. He could feel the weight of her breasts against his chest as he breathed heavily, still clutching the dildo inside himself.

“Is something wrong, Jeremy?” Lila asked, concern edging into her voice.

“No,” Jeremy replied quickly, “I just… I never thought I’d be experiencing this as a woman. It’s surreal.”

Lila nodded understandingly, “I know it can be overwhelming at first. But trust me, it will become more natural over time.”

Jeremy took a deep breath, trying to calm his racing heart. He couldn’t believe how much he was enjoying this experience.

“Okay,” he said shakily, “What’s next?”

“I want you to imagine that there’s a man on top of you,” Lila instructed softly, “You are a grown woman making love to him.”

Jeremy’s cheeks flushed red at the thought. He was never interested in boys.

“Now move your hips in a circular motion,” Lila continued her guidance.

Jeremy followed her instructions and began to move his hips in slow circles, feeling the dildo inside him shift and stimulate him in new ways.

“Oh god,” Jeremy moaned, surprised by how good it felt.

“Imagine his hands on your body,” Lila whispered in his mind as she gently traced her fingers along his thighs and stomach, “Caressing you...touching you…”

As he continued to move and explore new sensations with Lila’s guidance, Jeremy realized that for the first time in a long while, he was fully living in the present. All of his worries and anxieties were pushed aside as he focused solely on this new experience; this new version of himself.

After what felt like both an eternity and a fleeting moment, Jeremy finally came.